So I woke up this morning, and felt the need to talk about something I have quite obviously taken for granted.
A bedroom door. Yes, I said a Bedroom door.
I am still currently living at home. The original bedroom I lived in had a door, but for some reason wouldn't close all the way. It always stayed slightly cracked open. I was okay with that. I got used to that. At least I still had a door. People could knock before they entered. You get the point.
Well, I had to leave that wonderful room after we had received endless amounts of rain and my room flooded. I wasn't going to deal with that again in the chance that more of my belongings were going to get ruined if it happened again. So I moved into a room upstairs that used to be a home office. This is not a typical room. Yes I have a lot of my own belongings in there and definitely my bed, but a lot of my dad's things are in there from his home office. Okay I've gotten used to that too. Anyway, back to the main problem:
This room does NOT have a door at all.
The first day or two I was in there, I would dress in the bathroom. That was short lived. I dug out one of my tapestries and hung it in the doorway. At least I could change in my own room and even have a little bit of privacy. Or so I thought. You can't knock on a tapestry. My family members will constantly lift back the curtain and look in my room to "see what I am doing." Well nothing major, but what I am usually doing is getting dressed, changing, having a personal conversation, or sleeping.
But where is the privacy?! Gone I tell you, GONE. I shouldn't have to worry that I am going to get walked in on completely naked, or have people wanting to inquire about what I was talking about on the phone simply because they knew I was on it.
There are plenty of times when I wake up and people are in my doorway. It is weird. Yes they are family members, but it still creeps me out when people are staring at me while I sleep. All I want is a little more privacy. I never thought I would find myself missing a door so much AND writing about it, but it has happened. I miss having a door and I want one back!
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